can’t sleep and wondering why I even bother trying. days and nights are repetitive. what’s the point. everything is so boring. beginning to think its gonna be like this forever. doctors appt in the morning. dreading it. dreading tomorrow afternoon. pretty much dreading the rest of my life. what’s the point.
i’m honestly one of those people that are just there like yeah i have friends and people talk to me but i’m nobody’s favorite person and nobody looks forward to talking to me everyday or anything and it sucks